I had no idea how much I would depend on him, I had no idea how much I would look up to him.....I had no idea that we'd have to carry each other through such sadness.
To go through an experience like this is so heart wrenching and frightening.....it's either all or none. And your companion is just as important as the medicine.
I heard him painfully sobbing in the shower the day we found out Hunter's cancer came back. Sorrow took over my whole body. We feel each others pain and we celebrate each others victories. And right now we are leaning on each other to feel each others hope.
We are in sync and are traveling through these halls of uncertainty with such love and strength and understanding and we will definitely come out at the end with a bond that will never be broken. He has my whole heart and my entire soul and I could not imagine my life without him.
Together we are giving our son light, together we are giving our son courage, together we are giving him a future full of a tremendous amount of love where our arms are always open and ready to embrace at any given moment.
My husband and my child are my life and they complete me in ways I could have never imagined. They are the tune that keeps my heart beating and the rythym that keeps me at peace. I cherish them, I adore them and I love them deeply.....always and forever.
Zen and I on our wedding day.
Photo by Chris Schmitt
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your words made me cry. you are so strong, Lenore. meeting Zen was definitely a blessing for you. i remember your first stories about him and how excited you were... and for the good reason! your family is incredible and i support you in every way. my love goes to the little Hunter and you guys. hang in there! xoxo, elie
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