Hunter's Transformation

Hunter 1 month old.

A true treasure.

6 months old.

14 months old......freshly diagnosed with AML Leukemia in December of 2007. This was one of his first smiles after being in the hospital for about 2 months.

and believe me......it was hard to get.

1st round of chemo.

Went with the mohawk after his hair started

falling out on the pillows.

3rd round of chemo, handling everything like a champ.

4th round of chemo

5th round of chemo........sometimes not so fun.

This was a really hard round.

In full remission after 5 rounds of chemo

and 9 months in the hospital.

Hunter 2 years old.

Obviously feeling pretty cool.

Enjoying life being cancer free.

Hunter right before he got his pneumonia.....

shortly after, he was diagnosed with his AML Relapse in January of 2009.

Hunter's cancer had returned

after 6 months of being in remission.

1st round of chemo...........

here we go all over again.

Feeling pretty good after 1st round.

Right after the 2nd round of chemo.....

there were still traces of cancer in his marrow, so the doctors advised that we do another round to try to remove all of the remaining leukemia.

This is right after the 3rd round of chemo, the experimental Clofarabine..............

.....it didn't do a thing and the leukemia almost killed him.

The transplant was postponed........and the possibility

of now even making it to transplant was slim to none.

We did another intense round of chemo

with hope of saving Hunter's life.

Pretty sad and scary times.

But so far it was the right decision.........we were on our way back to transplant.

Transplant day........and happy to be there.

On his way to healing.....

Cat scan of his chest to check for a possible virus due to his low immune system.

Short bump in the road with severe Graft vs. Host disease in his gut, upper stomach and skin.

Another horrible side effect of the Bone Marrow Transplant that could have and can still take Hunter's life.

Kicked that and was on his way again to living a healthy life.

Even though he is finished with his transplant.......we still get constant infusions of certain medicines, platelets, red blood, calcium.........whatever his body is lacking during this whole process.......you name it......there's a supplement.

This was us two weeks ago rushing to the emergency room

with swollen cheeks and a face bleed

that wouldn't stop. Turns out he only needed platelets.

Thank goodness he recovers so nicely..........

this was last week on the morning of his birthday party.

Happy as a clam to still be alive and turning 3 after 2 years of fighting.

So..........almost a full 2 years later, Hunter finally had his Bone Marrow Transplant. And all he had to do to get there was 9 rounds of chemo, a whole butt-load of bone marrow aspirates and biopsies, tons of x-rays and numerous cat scans, 5 picc-line surgeries and 2 broviac surgeries, a bronchoscopy once or twice, a colonoscopy, pneumonia, a bunch of bone scans, mri's, echocardiograms, graft vs. host disease, cedif, myositis, typlitis, hmmmmmm...........what else..................oh yeah........and a whole hell of a lot of tears, heartache, deep.......deep seeded pain and fear...........and life changing emotions that will forever change the way we approach life, appreciate life and live life. We can't help but to sometimes feel as if we are on borrowed time with Hunter and that all of our sweat and tears and accomplishments can be taken away at any given moment. Just like that. So we live life now with Hunter's best interests at heart. And however long he has on this planet..........we are going to make sure that he has the best possible life imagined. I can't think of anyone who deserves it more.

Hunter's Start to Recovery

(Day 72 Post Transplant)

So here we are.......

weird.

Life has been very different over the last 30 days. Zen and I went through all sorts of stuff this last month and I think it's been a little bit of a reality-brick in the face. I will throw in, real quick, right now that today and yesterday were great days......so I think we are officially out of the deep funk - but whooooooooosh......we dealt with a somewhat harsh bit of reality coming home from the hospital after being there for the last 8 months and having to adjust to life again - with our life situation being far from normal.

Hunter is our main focus. As soon as he wakes up, he's greeted with smiles and lots of lovin' and a thorough visual check-up, usually from both mom and dad, to see how he's feeling. He's usually connected still to his IV fluids that we are running at home, but it's easily transported all over the house. We start off in the kitchen with a choice of breakfast items and will pretty much make whatever it is that he'll say "yes" too. It's such a treat to see him eating again.......we'll cook anything and everything just to see him cram something into his tiny little pie hole. He is still experiencing some graft vs. host in his gut and upper stomach, so his diet choices are somewhat limited - but he's eating a pretty good variety of some super yummy stuff. His taste buds seem to be quite refined. And before, during and after he's eating, dad and I are also busy plunging 10 morning meds into his "nose hose". After that, we pretty much try to go on with the rest of our day with meds again at 4pm and then again at 10pm.

He is no longer puking and spewing from his bottom, and that ALONE is a huge relief. That was not going to well. When we were originally released from the hospital after our 104 day stay, Hunter was not doing that great. He was stable, but not himself, very low energy and not wanting to eat or drink or play. All he did was lay in bed and sleep. He barely moved and it was super depressing. We had clinic twice that week and he was checking out somewhat "ok" on that Monday and by that Friday - they checked us in. Hunter's condition had worsened and his fluids, foods and meds were not getting absorbed by his body because of his graft vs. host. So we had to immediately check back into the hospital and switch Hunter back to IV meds, as opposed to oral meds, get him on a bunch of fluids and give his gut a rest.

Definitely felt as if we were in the twilight zone. Felt a little dazed. Felt very saddened by Hunter's condition. Frustrated to be back in the hospital, bummed that we lost the pregnancy, and yadda, yadda, yadda.....it just plain sucked.

Hunter laying still and not moving for about 7 days. So sad and so worried. We were glad to be home at the time.............but not really. Can't say it was that enjoyable.

After about 9 days of hospital stay - Hunter was swinging back around and feeling much, much better. Hence......Zen and I are swinging around and feeling much, much better. His gut has improved and he has started to act a little more normal again and is wanting to start participating in some other activities.

We are now back home AGAIN and we've been here for about 10 days. We go to the hospital for clinic about 2-3 times a week and this week we are also starting physical therapy. They do a blood test in clinic every time to check his blood counts as well as other levels of meds in his system, and then we discuss his progress and make any appropriate changes to his daily regimen.

He's not really walking at all and he actually just crawled for the first time in a month on Monday. He crawled for about 10 minutes and then didn't crawl again until today for about another 10 minutes. His poor little leg muscles have just deteriorated.......we've got lots of rebuilding to do.

He is verbalizing a lot more so it's been super nice seeing his little personality come out. We are just so in love with him and sincerely can't ever imagine a life without him. He makes us smile so big every single day and we are just absolutely tickled to wake up with him every single morning. We are hoping and begging and wishing upon every star that we'll be able to keep him for the rest of our lives.

Celebrating Hunter's "clean" marrow in our Iron Hunter TShirts. That was another great day. His bone marrow results came back 100% clean of any cancer. Hunter was too busy to celebrate. He apparently had some more emails to get out on the iPhone.



Hunter full-on with no hair, no eyebrows and no eye lashes. He'd make a cool KoJack.



These are our famous hospital wagon rides. Sometimes Hunter is connected to his IV pole, but still insists on going out - so dad figured out a way to rig the wagon to the pole and.......around......and around we went.



This particular day, Hunter wanted to wear his Lightning McQueen baseball hat as well as his Lightning McQueen helmet. He obviously thinks he looks pretty cool.



Another wagon ride at home. This kid is all about the wagon.



Hunter shedding his snake layer. This was the graft vs. host on his skin all over his entire body. Wow. What a process.



Starting to feel a little better..........and look a little better. We even got a smile one day. Geez.......poor little buddy.

Hunter sporting this season's "Nose Hose". He wears it well.

Me and Bean at his last check-up.



Hunter Crawling!!!!!



This is a poorly lathered-up-with-sunscreen Hunter. hee hee. That stuff was soooooo potent and sticky.....it didn't come off. Seriously. Because of his cancer, he is now no longer a sun baby. His skin should pretty much not see the sun for the rest of his life due to it's extreme sensitivity from the radiation and the chemo. But, if he does get exposed to the sun, he should be in SPF 1000.......pretty thick stuff and we have to buy it from Mars.



The view from our back porch...........an amazing place to heal Hunter........and ourselves.